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145 weeks since last I updated this.

Oct. 31st, 2009 | 05:35 pm
location: Sheffield
mood: exhausted exhausted
music: Apoptygma Berzerk - Unicorn (Hocico Remix)

It's been 145 weeks since I've updated my LiveJournal.
God, reading back... skundered from some of the things I've written.

What have I done in that time? Got older. Now 20.
I got my GCSEs, my A-Levels and I'm in my 2nd year of university (Sheffield Uni) doing Japanese and German.
I can speak a lot more languages than then. French, German, Japanese, speak a good bit of Spanish and Chinese. Even created a few of my own.
I've not stopped drinking or smoking. Bad times. But I'm feeling hangovers a lot more and can't keep up with my younger self. Hungover right now so nothing changed there.
Virtually stopped the drug use. I did try a lot of new ones but haven't taken them in a good while.
I didn't win what I wanted to win but it's fine.
I stopped "Toire no Ebats" but I'm just as bad in similar cases.
Still no boyfriend but still don't want one.
Not a cyber-goth any more. Strayed from the music for a while but I've very recently started listening to it again. Saw VNV Nation a few weeks ago. Missed Ayria, but saw the hooer in the bar after. :) Me and Sinéad had a hoot giving her abuse... not to her face but she probably heard us. :D
Still have the same friends back home basically. Some people I don't see as much but basically the same. Some new ones I've met along the way.

I can't really think of anything else.

Just an update, mainly for myself to read back in another 145 weeks to see how much further I've "developed". That's if I'm here still. Never do know.

^_^
xx
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It's been a while.

Jan. 20th, 2007 | 01:07 am
mood: shocked shocked

J'ai ecouté que des meurtes commenceront.

Demain...

Où? Je ne sais pas. Mais dans le centre-ville.

Je ne sais que il y aura des meurtres...

Soyez prudents! Je vous ai dit!

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__B0rn_Slippy__

Apr. 2nd, 2006 | 05:02 pm
mood: Sswweeeett Sswweeeett
music: Rihanna - SOS (w00t!)

Ain't been on this in a while...

Yesterday was nuts! Let's just say that...

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__For_the_Nu_Year__

Jan. 4th, 2006 | 03:32 pm
mood: This song is so uplifting... This song is so uplifting...
music: Freezepop - Starlight

Only came on this for proof that I've made New Year's Resoultions:

1. Do well in school - I neeeeed to. GCSEs this year and I can't fuck them up...

2. Less drinking - I forget far too much to continue drinking like a fricking alco. A couple of times a month is alright.

3. Consider more drugs - Less drink and more drugs, I reckon. This is an added one about 2 weeks after New Year's... ^_^ I want to experience as much as I can...

4. Stop stealing! - ie. shop-lifting. If people are there shop-lifting, I tend to think "Well, I could do with this here..." - *pops into bag* Don't do it when sobre, so it relates to #2

5. Save money - I need things... And it also relates to the ones above. Less drinking + Less Smoking (see below) = more money = less stealing.

6. Stop smoking - I cough far too much. My throat always kills and I can feel the effects of a downer every morning. It also again relates to the three above.

7. Still have fun! - Try to find things I haven't tried before that can give me a bit of a buzz, and it doesn't have to be chemically induced.

8. Stop a few other things I don't want to mention here because of reasons... ie. no-one knows about these things, but if I mention "Toere no Ebats" I should know what I'm talking about... Lol...

9. Win something - Lol... I know again what I'm talking about... :p

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_L1sburn:Analys1s_

Nov. 11th, 2005 | 11:34 pm
mood: ... analytic ... analytic
music: God Module - Little 15

I'm getting bored of Libsurn...
It lost the spark it had a while back...
Despite being fun in "Wally Park" pissing people off, the people are just too annoying to handle... No offence to Lisburners that I actually like or are yet to know... They just have this thing about them... The accent, the annoying, shitey sense of humour, the fact that most of them get drunk on a quarter bottle, and their overly happy-with-themselves attitude; plus they think they're X-Core 'til the Belfast-ones show them a thing or two or fifty! Even the oldest ones get only like the 12-year-olds. It is quite pathetic and leads to a sympathy towards their limited lives... Pity for "das Mehrheit" (is the easiest way to describe it)...
This is in the majority and not all! I still love my Emma, David, Chris McGuinness and Peter Savage (him and that dance!)...

AN4lys15__:- Lisburn + Lisburners = Melty time... Lisburn + Belfasters = Scrap time...
And it's sad that you feel that you want to hit most of them as anger comes before sympathy with them... No nice ones to socialize with...
Makes me want to cringe...
I might go back for another week or two to see if the "scrapping-time" attitude will suffice for a Friday night, or will I find another past-time, with people I can stomach a conversation with at the very least... Hypocritical, I know... but life is boring if one has nothing to observe...

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__Li5burn_Fr1d4y__

Nov. 3rd, 2005 | 06:58 pm
mood: giddy giddy
music: APB - Unicorn (Hocico Remix)

Come join us!!!

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___W3dn35day___

Nov. 3rd, 2005 | 02:34 pm
mood: content content
music: Mind.In.A.Box - Sun and Storm

Yesturday was funny. Met Debz and Hannagh and went on to meet Debz's two milly friends. They were so shocked how we walked in front of cars and stole things! *horror!*
Had good craic at the CCEA buildings with those tampons and condom. Katy put my drink in the fucking bin because she thought some guy in a suit was a peeler... >< But I hoked that bin 'til I got it back.
Was quite drunk, and made an arse out of myself at City Hall in the rain, in the dark, on poppers. But was funny, nonetheless. Left of Kirsty and Katy and was trying to talk to Rachel Malone, who I hadn't spoken to in quite a while, but some pervy guy from down-south was being so rude and talked over us. I think he was on shroooms though. At one point I asked him "Where you from?" He replied with, "What? You want me to have sex with you?" That sort of confirmed he was on some form of drugs. Walked about town with Hannagh after Debz left stroking things like mini boxes of Quality Street. Lol.

Ahhh... Lizzy-burn tomorrow... Better be fun. That shite Junction better be on. Want to bash some Lisburn Emo-skulls. ^_^ I reckon a Poundstretcher in Lisburn deserves to get looted... >

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____Mus1k___

Nov. 1st, 2005 | 02:29 pm
mood: ecstatic ecstatic
music: Haujobb - Smack My Bitch Up (better than Prodigy's! =p)

___Musik4theM1nd___
___A.Playl1st___
Anyone ever wants to have an industrial-rave, you should play all these:

  • Aburd Minds - Master Builder (My Lovely Mr.Singer Remix)
  • Ayria - Horrible Dream
  • Beborn Beton - Dr Channard (Funker Vogt Remix)
  • Cesium_137 - The Fall (Ricky Roma Mix)
  • Combichrist - God Wrapped in Plastic
  • Decoded Feeback - Euthanasia (Shockwave Mix)
  • Droom - Frozen
  • Epsilon Minus - 80's Boy (Hot Pink)
  • Front 242 - Black White Blue
  • Funker Vogt - Tragic Hero (Covenant Remix)
  • God Module - Victims Among Friends
  • Hocico - Distorted Face (Dulce Liquido Remix)
  • Informatik - Flesh Menagerie (Funker Vogt Remix)
  • In Strict Confidence - Babylon (Club Mix)
  • Massiv in Mensch - Mein letztes Bonbon
  • NamNamBulu - Pause
  • Nebula-H - jH.Bosch
  • Nitzer Ebb - Join in the Chant
  • Pride and Fall - Omniscent
  • Psyche - The Quickening (Club Mix)
  • the Retrosic - Antichrist
  • Rotersand - Electronic World Transmission
  • Seabound - Torn (Covenant Remix)
  • Sequencia - Nuestro Momento (Syrian Remix)
  • Sero.Overdose - Wir (Analogue Brain Remix)
  • [:SITD:] - Snuff Machinery (Club Mix)
  • Wideband Network - The Silence (Burufunk Mix) --- (Not strictly industrial, but ah well! ^.^)
  • Yavin 4 - Solid Extension (Retro Mix)

And there you have a sexcellent rave... ^_^

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Happy_Hallowe'en!_

Oct. 31st, 2005 | 12:53 pm
mood: sad sad
music: X8 - She Says

Something scary for you kids...
Grrr... Going to be so melted today...
Hallowe'en without fun is shit... =(
Everyone else have fun though... :|

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__FUCK___M3__

Oct. 30th, 2005 | 01:31 pm
mood: confused confused
music: Informatik - Perfect Stranger (Robot Mix by Negative Format)

I've had this for over a year, and I forgot totally that I had it! :o
You learn something new all the time...

Anyway, Hallowe'en tomorrow and there is fuck all to do!!! It's soooo depressing!
Hopefully there is a last minute thing to do that I can run to...
I have a stolen masquerade mask from Craftworld, so that shall suffice for a costume!
Please don't make me have to go to the Oddysey for a shitey firework display with my ma and da... PLEASE!!!!

Anyway... for ya'll....

Oooo... spooky ghost...

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________XTC___

Oct. 30th, 2005 | 10:46 am
mood: mischievous mischievous
music: Front 242 - Welcome to Headhunter (Razormaid Remix)

Never used this before - been on here for ages though.

Mmmmm... What can one do here? Laugh at how shitey your friends' days were? =P

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